When people say, “When all is said and done.” Ive poured my heart and soul into something that is completely gone. Wasted energy. Now directing energy elsewhere, please hold… = ) Haha. Anyways well, that’s done. Moving on; I have been failing at school, not bueno. I haven’t told anyone because I think I still have time to pull my grades up. I stink at this. I cannot fail again. Its just that I get sidetracked by all the helter skelter going on. But not anymore. Im going to save this semester at any cost! Too legit to quit. Lol. On another note. I talked to him. I just didn’t agree with how things were going and it all sounded too fucking familiar, like me n Jesso. And that’s the last thing I wanted. I dont know if I believe him or not but he said he told me the truth. I want to believe that, I really do, but after all the lies I have been told the truth is hard to discern. But that is out of my system and we will see how things go from here. Im going to go finish my research paper, cause I must and I will! Pray that I get strength to get through tonight, tomorrow and maybe Monday will be a better day. As soon as I disregard all these ordeals, I should be just great and dandy!
“I know where I wanna go! But I just dont know, just dont know how to get there!”
